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Does stating I always want to see you break our friends only rule or?

[...] usually depends on context but i reckon you could be in the clear. i i kind of thought you were annoyed with me or something.

I am. Was. I'll get over it.

was it cause i left before you woke up or something else

~~I am d~~
~~Why do I have to e~~

A little bit of that. A little bit of a ~~really thought~~ gift just left outside my door. I guess I thought we were past that kind of thing, but I see my mistake. So like I said, I'll get over it.

[...] what kind of thing? i don't want to do shit that'll keep digging me deeper

Don't worry about it, Rory.

what if i say please

You really want me to spell it out?

i mean. you already weren't happy with me so i left the bag cause i thought if i gave it to you in person it'd seem like i was tryin to push you. n obviously that was a bad idea. and i care about makin it right and not doing it again so i'd appreciate it if you're willing to, yeah, but if you're just like "fuck off rory" i'll take the hint.

"Fuck off Rory" isn't what I'd call a hint, exactly. (I'm not saying that.)

Push me to what?

you know what i meant. given how many hints fly over my head it might as well be one

forgive me before you were ready.

Edited Date: 2023-05-29 08:09 pm (UTC)

Okay.

You leave. (I get the circumstances; we all left.) But then you spend your time away thinking enough about me that you buy me things that are just [...] right. We all come back. I'm late. This bothered you, because maybe I wasn't coming back? You clearly said something about it to Lou instead of contacting me yourself. We then have the most X rated reunion possible, then you leave me before I'm even up??. Then you think I don't want to see you, so you dump something you've spent time thinking about outside my door at 5 in the morning. And now you're just contrite enough about it to think you need forgiving.

These are [...] incredibly mixed signals, Ror. You have me second guessing whether you just want to be friends who fuck ~~more often than~~ or not.

[...] [......] ~~what's contrite m~~ [.........] ok. [...] i can feel myself getting defensive about more than one thing up there so i probably shouldn't try at all but [...] thanks for explaining. sorry that i made it confusing.

I really, truly, honestly don't want to fight, Rory. This is just how I've perceived things and how I'm feeling, and now that I've said my piece, I'll back off.

me neither, and you don't have to back off. i asked

What, you want to keep this thing going?

idk but if anybody's gotta back off, it seems like it should be me??

I meant from this specific conversation.

[..........] ok well in my defense, that was ambiguous

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